Egleriel Adonnenniel

Love’s disgusting. Love’s insane, a humilating business.

A Day in the Life of a Panda

I walked into work today all confident and cool just starting my first double shift.

And then, I swear, Send in the Clowns came on the radio.

Why must you torment me work radio!? Am I not a good enough worker!? I’M A HUFFLEPUFF.

I clocked in and entered the dining area. At the first table I encountered sat one of the girls who auditioned for Fredrika as well.

WHAT IS THIS TOMFOOLERY?

I’m pretty sure she recognized me as well and after a lot of thinking that she probably got the part instead of me I finally went and talked to her. I asked if she had auditioned for A Little Night Music and I was right she did. She asked if I had received a phone call.

OH MY GOSH SHE GOT A PHONE CALL AND I DIDN’T SHE MUST HAVE GOT THE PART. WHY DID I THINK I COULD GET ANY PART? THIS IS TERRIBLE.

But she said she didn’t get a phone call. PHEW.

Well it all seemed an amusing coincidence.

And then at dinner…the guy who auditioned for Henrik was eating there as well.

I didn’t get a chance to talk to him, though, it was much to busy.

And when I got off work my mother came and told me I had received a call from the theater company.

I have to call them back. WHAT IF I DIDN’T GET THE PART? WHAT IF THEY JUST WANT ME TO BE BACKSTAGE CREW? I THINK I WILL DIE FROM ALL THIS ANXIETY. I STILL HAVEN’T GOT MY POTTERMORE EMAIL.

So, I’ve been feeling pretty anxious lately.

Besides the fact just came back from a three week vacation and started my first job on Tuesday at a restaurant.

I also auditioned for A Little Night Music on Tuesday. I’ve acted in eight productions and while I had to audition for them I was already ensured a role since you had to sign up and pay for this theater company (It was company for kids still in school). But now I’m graduated and all auditions are real, they matter greatly. I’ve also never been in a musical. Unfortunately, my song for the audition got totally screwed up. The pianist wasn’t even playing by the end. It was really bad. But! I think I did very well for the cold reading. So hopefully my chances aren’t completely zero. Besides I want to play Fredrika and she doesn’t have a big singing part…

So I’ve been waiting for the news on that.

Plus I’m still waiting for my Pottermore email!

I think my biggest fear presently is that I won’t be sorted in Hufflepuff.